This is a super random post.Let this post to end my March.

Ya, I wanna share abt my relationship this time.Of cos, I will definitely talk abt my period bf: )Abt my pubby love, my pubby love I been 2 year tgt with this guy call James when I was in primary school and age of 13.Hahas,funny right?Ya is funny,I can't remember how I feel that time and I dun really remember what's happen between both of us and how we broke up.Now I had lost contact with him for quite a while.So I dun call this as my first love.

My first serious relationship is when I was 16 and is with my so call first love bf -YiXiang.Ya,First Love.First saw, I fall in love type.All my close friends knew abt this guy,and they knew how crazy I over him.I can say abt him for 24h non-stop.I never regret being with him for 1 year 3 months. I ever dun bear to end this relationship but he chose to left me behind and go with other girl.I dun blame him for leaving me without a word,blame myself for not prefect enough: (Dun ask me why I love him so much I myself dun know too. Maybe all come with feeling?or maybe he totally cute: )I used more than a year to get over this guy but still not fully forget abt him.It really difficult to forget a person once you really love and some more he's my first love.He make my life so hard for that 1 year,he ever change he's hand phone no make me can't contact him.That time I know I'm totally lose him but I just dun dare to face it that he had leave me and he dun want me anymore and is a forever not ever being friend!1 year 3 months all the memory in my mind,wondering how is him now?Wondering did he still remember me when he see something that links to me?I guess no.This person totally just like a bird fly pass my side and I will never have the change to catch it back to my side again: )

After one month broke up with yixiang I did go in a relationship with this guy who call zhixiong.But I broke up with him after one month, the reason is 'I can't forget Yixiang'.I think I really hurt this guy very deep.But he never blame on me at all infact he never give up on me.Let me talk abt him later.

So being single for one year plus,I finally step out the dark room and try up another relationship with boonkiak.Those who got read my older blog should know abt him.Ya, a short time with him is only 3 month+ but to me the 3 months is seen like very long tgt with him .Let you know,this guy totally no reason and replace yixiang from my heart.I seriously love this guy once.He let me feel so much different being with yi xiang.He let me know what love actually like,but he also the one who bring me down the worst, he hurt me more than any guy do.I never expect thing turn out so badly to both of us.But forget and forgive will make my life better.So i dun hate him infact, I wanna thanks him for giving the chance to feel what real love is.And let me have a good prepare for my next relationship: )After being with him,I realise no matter is a big boy,small boy,men,gangster or even gay boy.When they come in to a relationship they are just like a baby.All they want is attention from their gf.But I fail to give this gay boy+gangster attention enough and make him think that I dun love him but actually once I love him more than everything.Everything!Well, everything come to a full stop after being with him for 3 month and 22 days.So,now me and him de relationship simply just a normal friend.All the best wish to him and hopefully wish he will change to be a mature and understanding men and not boy anymore: )

Back to zhixiong.I dun know why am I so stupid not falling in love with a guy who love me so much instead love a person who dun love me.Ya,aldult say love a people who love you more is better than love a person who you love more. And is so much more happiness being love.Because the person who love you will give you all the best that he could give just to see a smile on your face and of cos he will nv let you down. But until now,I still dun choose this guy who still love me after broke up with him for 15 month.Not cos I dun give him a chance,feeling not there.Force only will hurt a people more.Why must I a hurt a person?Why should he derserve the hurt.I dun want a nice guy get hurt because of me.I really hope he can find a nice girl who suit him.I know I will regret to miss away this guy but maybe this is all fate ba.If we really mean to be tgt then Im sure that the fate will come someday and make my mind change.Im sorry to you: (

For now I only want to spend my time with my family.sisters.brothers.work and of cos school: )

But sometime Crush come I can't denial.Anytime it will come.Wahahahas X )

Today school was totally cannot make it.I can say I almost slept for all the lesson.( I know you will be sad when you see this)But sorry I really very tired: ( After school went to JLKY with Weetheng.weikeat and fuwee to have our lunch tgt. Rain Rain Rain: )I love eating lunch tgt with my friends at this cold weather.Because it make our mood so good and so fun.You know I called someone and disturb. " Fierce hor!" Hahas: ) So cute of you men. After JLKY bus back home with theng. Actually was meeting Aug for dinner but he busy until forget until I remind him then he remember.LOL.But lucky he forget,if not I also cannot make it.Cos I was taking my nap from 6pm to 10pm.HAHAS!Actually was decide to sleep all the way until tomorrow morning de,but my stupid brother la knock my door wake me up to take he's cloth.Arg,and I can't sleep back.So bored,so decide to play Msn game with sweetheart and felix: ) Now is 3am.I still couldn't turn in: ( Tmr sure very tired again de: ( Friday faster come.Saturday faster over.Sunday I can sleep! Ok,goodnight.Have to force myself to turn in now: ) Better meet me hor^^

Didn't went to school: ) Went to sweetheart's house slept until afternoon 3plus then woke up back home prepare: )Actually we plant to go amk cut hair after that have Aston for our lunch or dinner de.End up,rain. So have to change our plant to Orchard shopping: )

Hehes,Woke up at 3+pm: )Then abt 5pm went to hougang swimming with theng .Abt 7pm went to hougang mall bought our school shoes tgt and up to library borrow book: ) Later,xiong.qiang.okey and friends came and look for me: )Xiong, thank for the pooh bear and the hand make food^^After that ,qiang drive us back home.Leave my thing at home then went to hougang point eat dinner with theng.Hahas,Went up to sweetheart's house disturb her until 3+plus am.Told her alot of things: )

Okay,5am now.Im sure tomorrow Im not going to school.

My life is getting bored.

I want someone can make my life become more colourful.

And the someone hopefully will be yo; )

Hehes,Goodnight: )

Is 5am now,going sweetheart's house at 6am: )

Wait for me sweetheart^^

Hello: )Recently I'm busy with my school and work.So week day have to attend to school.School was like getting bored each day,cos I quarrel with someone,so didn't talk to him for a few days lei. Seriously bored without he's entertain. What to do I starter first.ahahas.Have to wait for him to talk to me first lo,but he attitude really change again after..Whatever luh, he also wouldn't see my blog and listen to me.

Let's talk abt today.Woke up at 6plus,prepare and off to work.Omg, today really cannot make it,so many people.Make us so tired: (But I still enjoy working with all my Buddy's: )We have so much fun today.Hahas.Actually end work at 9pm today, but too busy so help to work 1 hour extra and at the same time I also need to wait for Aug to finish he's work at 11pm.So finish my work abt 10plus,waited for him then mrt to amk bus to hougang ave 8 to have he's supper.Later we chitchat while he company me walk back home: )Guess he must be very sian.Hahas,cos after company me he have to walk back home alone with a long distance.Ps.

Im not tired but my leg are.13hours of work I can feel my leg are complaining to me: (Okay, luckily tmr I not need to work so I can sleep for a whole day and let my pig leg rest.Hahas.

okay,got to turn in soon.Goodnight^^

First day first period of school WAS PE LESSON!Omg,cannot make it,really feel like dying men:(Seriously I hate doing PE,especially during term 2 train for the NAFA test!The teachers all are crazy make us run like crazy too.First day of PE lesson I know I cannot make it le.How am I going to survive for the next 10 week?

You know my heart is really weak,I cannot run too much la!

I will Vomit vomit and vomit~

Tmr I have PE lesson again.

Goodluck to me and myself.

Ok,Turning in now,

Goodnight everybody^^

Have a good dream.

Friday-I was sleeping at home almost for a whole day: )

Saturday-I spend my whole day work at Parangon Canele.From 9am to 9pm.After work,half dead body.Night time weetheng came and look for me,home tgt with her: )

Today- I woke up at 4pm.Doing nth for a whole day.

Tomorrow- School start again,one week holiday gone like this.

And I didnt do any homework,I didnt complete any E-learning work yet.

I had prepare myself to get scolding by all the teacher tomorrow instead.

Hais: (

Teppanyaki 铁板烧@ tampines with sweetheart and sweetheart's parent: )

Later Vivo shopping with her while waiting for Emily.

Spend our night time at Powerhouse..

Woke up in the morning and back to school to do my art with the guys.In the end never do anything and went back home.Will upload the photo tmr or what,lazy.So,reached home very hungry but nth for me to eat so decide to take a nag before my tuition start.Didnt tell your Im having my maths tuition on every wed,so dun ask me out on this day ar.(Sorry darling,I forget I got tuition today,promise meet you tmr)Hahahas,need to work hard for my maths.Sian.So woke up again at 5pm,prepare and wait for chongming to come and we start the 2 hours tuition.

And now is almost 3am,guess what am I doing?

Hehes,I'm watching Youtube-Super Junior 'Full house'.

Damn funny and they are really cute like what others say!

Omg,Dong Hae so handsome.Seriouly this group of guys make me dun feel like sleeping.

After so long,finally I'm back to Canele work.Today only work for 6hours,10am to 4pm.Enjoy but abit tired.This coming sat more worst 9am to 9pm 12 hours of work,goodluck to myself!But seriously I really love this job and the people who work tgt with me^^