BIG GIRL REALLY CAN DUN CRY?

Remember last night I told you that I will be sleeping at 1am.And I really wish I could but end up I sleep at 4am and not fully fall asleep that type.When I almost turning in ,I hear them have a big fight outside my room.When I step out the room.Is really unforgettable night.Is really scary.sad.hurt that my parent come to this stage and act like unnormal.This is the first time I saw them behave like this.I can never imaging that this was happen to my parent and to this family.Never.

I'm not alright.I always told myself I need to face it and things will turn up better after each day goes by.But is seen like is getting worst each day.I thought people say miracles is always around us,when will it come to me and my family?Why always thing turn out so badly to me?I want to cry so badly.But cry can't solve thing out.

Today I really not in a good mood but keep trying my best to act as normal.But I fail.I'm sorry guys,if I did show some temper towards you all.Not mean to.Thank for the concern.talk. joke.smile. funny action.Only being with you all can make me feel better.forget every things and throw every things far.

How I wish you all will stay by my side forever.

Ya,friends is important to me.The bigger supporter.

I need to be strong.

Hopefully tonight will be better.

Goodnight.

Sorry